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Just this week, I've encountered some events that honestly, REALLY Disappoint me.
It could be a "small deal" in many's eyes, but it IS a "BIG deal" for me.
【For those who just want an abridged version, what happened was: Some one used my drawing without permission in a chat group and I'm not happy about it, then many starts to argue against me and I just went "fuck it" and just left the chat group.Oh, that and CHINA's COPYRIGHT SENSES ARE SHIT! 】
After that event, I once announced that I "Don't want to make a big fuss about this event and I really just want to just take it and keep it with me." However, the more I think about that event, the more depression and anger I feel.
【What happened and was said in that event is just plain UNFAIR for almost every artist.】
And I just can't take all these hate JUST because I want to defend my right as an artist.
It's going to be another long ramble.But I don't what to bore you guys with an EXTREMELY LONG journal. Instead, I'm going to wait to see if anyone is really interested in this matter and/or just want to prove me wrong. If enough people commented/noted me saying they want to know what happened, then I'm going to post an explanation of the events in a new Journal or as a new illustration (just texts,no drawings) .
There are going to be 3 parts:
1:The actual event. (really long)
2:What happened after the event. (real short)
3:Results and Claims. (lots of talking)
Also I won't be mentioning names, not publicly. Since my only intention is to tell you guys why I've been depressed lately and how bad this situation is.
However, if you note me, then I MIGHT say it.
It could be a "small deal" in many's eyes, but it IS a "BIG deal" for me.
【For those who just want an abridged version, what happened was: Some one used my drawing without permission in a chat group and I'm not happy about it, then many starts to argue against me and I just went "fuck it" and just left the chat group.Oh, that and CHINA's COPYRIGHT SENSES ARE SHIT! 】
After that event, I once announced that I "Don't want to make a big fuss about this event and I really just want to just take it and keep it with me." However, the more I think about that event, the more depression and anger I feel.
【What happened and was said in that event is just plain UNFAIR for almost every artist.】
And I just can't take all these hate JUST because I want to defend my right as an artist.
It's going to be another long ramble.But I don't what to bore you guys with an EXTREMELY LONG journal. Instead, I'm going to wait to see if anyone is really interested in this matter and/or just want to prove me wrong. If enough people commented/noted me saying they want to know what happened, then I'm going to post an explanation of the events in a new Journal or as a new illustration (just texts,no drawings) .
There are going to be 3 parts:
1:The actual event. (really long)
2:What happened after the event. (real short)
3:Results and Claims. (lots of talking)
Also I won't be mentioning names, not publicly. Since my only intention is to tell you guys why I've been depressed lately and how bad this situation is.
However, if you note me, then I MIGHT say it.
So here's the thing...(sorry)
I realized that although it's on my mind, I still haven't said it...
*breaths in*
======So I'm going to break my promise -again-...=======
Remember my "FREE COMMISSIONS" journal? Yeah...
I mentioned in the journal that I will ASK if I could give up since my life was kinda rough at that time, and stated that I will do my best to not let that happen. But as you can see...I'm posting this journal to let you guys know that I want to cancel it...
Here's the thing: Although, my life DID improve at that time, and I even managed to draw the initial sketch for 2 person, but the progress was put on a halt, because college semester begun before I c
Commission Test Run Notification!
【Commission Test Run】
So it's winter break and I wanted to try to see if I have the ability and skill to open up commissions.(And I kinda need to find a way to earn $100 by near the end of the year for reasons...) Originally I thought I would just open the commission for $20 and that's it, but I'm still rather worried and unsure of my ability and thought the results might not worth 20....So I thought that I should do a "Test Run".
【Here's what I mean by test run】
-I'm going to post a Journal on my FurAffinity page on Monday Night 9pm (EasternTimeZone).
-In said Journal,I'm going to open up 3 slots.
-It is
What the hell
Ok I'm going touch on some sensitive subject that may trigger some but here we go:
I feel like I shouldn't be ashamed of myself or be embarrassed for drawing a furry/kemono in the public. At least,that's how I wished.
You see,I felt it's extremely embarrassing,and dangerous, to be admitting the fact that I draw those things in public nowadays. Because it's almost like a meme for people to hating on Furries or anything related.
I really want to blame on some Furries for this , but I have no right to judge other people's fetishes and sexual preferences. And if I do the blaming, then I think I may be also hated by the
Realization [Really Long]
So this account has basically being on hiatus for almost a year now...
I did mention how I was bothered by a lot of events and such and kinda discouraged me a bit from drawing new stuffs. I did in fact drew many drafts,but I never brought myself into finishing them...
Originally I thought I would be able to draw more/more often after I came back from China, but obviously that hasn't been the case lately.
So I was thinking to myself:
-Is it because I'm out of ideas?
=No, in fact, I have a HUGE list of ideas and imagines.
-Was it because those unhappy events?
=I don't think so...I kinda got over them.
-Am I just tired of drawing?
=No,
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HOW DARE THEY DO THAT TO YOU!!!
Seriously you had every right to defend your artwork and say that it not yours, I'm with you all the way buddy!!!
Seriously you had every right to defend your artwork and say that it not yours, I'm with you all the way buddy!!!