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Hey ^ ^ I haven't update my journal recently, so I'm just gonna say some random stuff just to show that I'm not dead yet!
So Valentine is coming up!.......
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030 Let's talk about other stuffs!
If it appears that I haven't been drawing lately, well...
Since my new semester of college has begun, I am much more busy than before!
Currently taking Eng Lit, Statistics, Drawing, and 3D modeling and Animation! One of them I love and one of them I hate
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But even tho that's the case, I still tried to squeeze a bit of time to work on some drawings/sketches/new project that will turn out looking bad
I also have been 【TRYING】 to practice drawing anatomy and poses, gotta say it does help a bit, not much, but even a little help will do 030.Since I'm really bad at them -3-
Oh, I'm currently trying to draw a ref sheet. If it turns out manageable, then I 【MIGHT】 try to open up a ref sheet commission, with a low price ofc <.< since you know...But I DO need money to pay my bills so....>.>
and...I think that's it for now TTYL!
So Valentine is coming up!.......
....
..
030 Let's talk about other stuffs!
If it appears that I haven't been drawing lately, well...
Since my new semester of college has begun, I am much more busy than before!
Currently taking Eng Lit, Statistics, Drawing, and 3D modeling and Animation! One of them I love and one of them I hate
!But even tho that's the case, I still tried to squeeze a bit of time to work on some drawings/sketches/new project that will turn out looking bad
I also have been 【TRYING】 to practice drawing anatomy and poses, gotta say it does help a bit, not much, but even a little help will do 030.Since I'm really bad at them -3-
Oh, I'm currently trying to draw a ref sheet. If it turns out manageable, then I 【MIGHT】 try to open up a ref sheet commission, with a low price ofc <.< since you know...But I DO need money to pay my bills so....>.>
and...I think that's it for now
TTYL!
So here's the thing...(sorry)
I realized that although it's on my mind, I still haven't said it...
*breaths in*
======So I'm going to break my promise -again-...=======
Remember my "FREE COMMISSIONS" journal? Yeah...
I mentioned in the journal that I will ASK if I could give up since my life was kinda rough at that time, and stated that I will do my best to not let that happen. But as you can see...I'm posting this journal to let you guys know that I want to cancel it...
Here's the thing: Although, my life DID improve at that time, and I even managed to draw the initial sketch for 2 person, but the progress was put on a halt, because college semester begun before I c
Commission Test Run Notification!
【Commission Test Run】
So it's winter break and I wanted to try to see if I have the ability and skill to open up commissions.(And I kinda need to find a way to earn $100 by near the end of the year for reasons...) Originally I thought I would just open the commission for $20 and that's it, but I'm still rather worried and unsure of my ability and thought the results might not worth 20....So I thought that I should do a "Test Run".
【Here's what I mean by test run】
-I'm going to post a Journal on my FurAffinity page on Monday Night 9pm (EasternTimeZone).
-In said Journal,I'm going to open up 3 slots.
-It is
What the hell
Ok I'm going touch on some sensitive subject that may trigger some but here we go：
I feel like I shouldn't be ashamed of myself or be embarrassed for drawing a furry/kemono in the public. At least，that's how I wished.
You see，I felt it's extremely embarrassing,and dangerous, to be admitting the fact that I draw those things in public nowadays. Because it's almost like a meme for people to hating on Furries or anything related.
I really want to blame on some Furries for this , but I have no right to judge other people's fetishes and sexual preferences. And if I do the blaming, then I think I may be also hated by the
Realization [Really Long]
So this account has basically being on hiatus for almost a year now...
I did mention how I was bothered by a lot of events and such and kinda discouraged me a bit from drawing new stuffs. I did in fact drew many drafts,but I never brought myself into finishing them...
Originally I thought I would be able to draw more/more often after I came back from China, but obviously that hasn't been the case lately.
So I was thinking to myself:
-Is it because I'm out of ideas?
=No, in fact, I have a HUGE list of ideas and imagines.
-Was it because those unhappy events?
=I don't think so...I kinda got over them.
-Am I just tired of drawing?
=No,
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